The Eyeglass
By:
Katia Nassar
The rain was watering the earth. The clouds were
carried along by the wind with great goodness. I, on
the other hand, remained in my place on the shop
shelf, waiting for a buyer that can move me from one
situation to another. I miss freedom. I want to
leave this boring place!
My colleague (another eyeglass) said, "Here is a
girl entering the shop!"
I answered her, "I wonder who she is going to
choose."
A few minutes later, the salesman showed her
different models. My college and I were eager to
know the result.
As she held me in her hands my heart almost exploded
while the seller was asking her not to try another
pair. Suddenly, I lost hope and my usual frustration
returned because she set me aside. After several
attempts of looking for a suitable pair of glasses,
she chose my colleague, the pink colored glasses.
I desired at that very moment I was pink in color!
Anyhow, I wish a good and happy life for my
colleague. I, on the other hand, remained in my
place that became depressing after my colleague was
gone. What was left was a lonely and gloomy
eyeglass.
During the late hours of the night, silence
overwhelmed the place. Pitch blackness was all
around me, darkening my heart. I implored the
almighty God to bestow his mercy upon me and make me
move from my strangling world to a spacious world
where I can find freedom, tenderness and love.
The next morning, the sun struck the shop's door.
"The storm seemed to have receded," the shop's owner
said as he sipped his coffee with his neighbor Abu
Mohammad who replied, "Praise be to God in all
cases."
Abu Mohammad's words moved my heart like the morning
dewdrops that wash and refresh the face of earth.
"Yes, Praise be to the lord in all cases," I
reiterated with Abu Mohammad. A new hope grew more
inside my heat, hoping that someone will help me
someday cross the bridge that will take me to a
better condition.
Later, I heard them talking about some Israeli
bombardment that reached the house of Abu Mohammad
at night and hit the top floor. He explained how the
family escaped miraculously because it was hiding
inside the ground floor.
"It looks like I am going to move from my home to
another one. The city is safer than the village,"
Abu Mohammad said.
At the end of the day that was long and boring as
usual, and after the owner closed his shop and left,
I heard a conversation taking place outside. It
said:
- Oh, we are late, the shop is closed.
- Ok, we will return tomorrow.
- Does that mean you are going to stay without
glasses the whole night?
- I will manage.
It was like two young men having a conversation
outside the shop and I understood from there words
that they were going to return tomorrow.
I spent that night hoping that they will come back
and that I will be the glasses that they will buy
and make me leave the shop.
In the morning, I waited for them. I did not know
why my heart was attached to them. I was overwhelmed
by a strange feeling that made dream I was going to
move today with them to another world, full of
strolls, picnics, and happy times. I imagined myself
on the beach for example, enjoying the sunlight and
the blue waters that extended all the way to the
horizon. Perhaps I will be riding a small boat,
riding the high waves. No, I think I will be on an
airplane carried by the clouds to several distant
countries, where there are wide plains and vast
mountains on the edges of cities.
- Oh, there they are, entering the shop.
They seem so young. One of them was wearing sport
clothes. The other one was wearing military boots,
which made me think he was a soldier or a policeman.
The owner of the shop ruled me out and showed other
glasses to one of the two young men. But it did not
meet his satisfaction, hence he offered me to him. I
lost hope when he returned me to the owner. But
suddenly, I heard him saying: - This is the one, it
suits me.
I did not believe my ears. At last, I began stepping
forward towards my happy dreams.
He paid the money and left with his friend. On the
way, I heard them setting a date to move at 02:00
pm. As soon as my new owner reached his home, he set
me aside with the rest of his belongings and entered
the kitchen to help his mother making food. So I
returned to my old grief. Why is he treating me this
harshly? We newly met. He should give me some
consideration.
Suddenly the telephone rang. "It is your friend
Ibrahim," the mother said. "I am coming," her son
replied. He ended the call in a hurry. His mother
noticed that he was not wearing the glasses and
asked him, "Did you buy a new pair of glasses?" Yes,
he replied. And he introduced me to his mother who
reminded him of the first glasses that she bought
him.
- Do you remember my beloved son the first glasses?
- Of course my mother.
- It made you look like a doctor.
- This is why I did not like them.
- Since the age of nine you have suffered this
condition. Do you remember how many glasses you
lost?
- I do not remember my mother.
- Son, why don't you go ahead with the surgery and
save yourself all the trouble?
- When I finish my next mission I will do the
surgery. I promise you my mother.
The mother bid farewell to her son with great
emotions and compassion that she treasured inside
her heart for her son. He, on the other hand, kissed
her hand and departed in a hurry. My soul almost
departed me as he exited. I wondered about the
tenderness that I dreamt off. It has become
reachable for me, but still I cannot reach it. All
my rosy dreams have gone. My owner moved me from a
cold shop to a warm house. However, its warmth
cannot touch my cold aching heart.
Suddenly the door was knocked strongly. It was her
son. He returned to take me with him saying to his
mother: "The glasses." I almost fainted from
happiness and for hearing these words. He carried me
in a hurry giving his mother a glance of goodbye, a
glance of piety and care with other secrets that
were far from my knowledge.
At the entrance of the building, his friend Ibrahim
was waiting. He initiated saying: "Two thousands
ready."
After sometime, we reached a wild area where a group
of people was waiting for us. We all moved forward
with slowly and carefully towards a target that was
strange for me. The place was quiet and lonely with
an eccentric silence.
The men reached their anticipated destiny. It was an
ancient olive tree, where green bags are hung
inside, camouflaged by green leafs and branches of
the same tree. The place was so serene. One can only
hear birds' songs everywhere coupled with the
murmurs of the running waters of a nearby canal. I -
being amazed - suddenly heard my owner explaining to
them the plan for penetrating the enemy outpost,
showing to them the sides from where they will
cross. I wondered who these men are.
As soon as my wondering ended, bombs targeted us
from all sides. Suddenly a great explosion took me
away to rest on top of the olive tree. I looked
around and saw my owner swimming in his blood. I
remembered the words of Hajj Abu Mohammad: "In the
morning, the Israeli enemy was shelling the
village." This was the enemy that targeted my owner
and his companions. I heard Ibrahim asking them to
spread and take shelter away from the bombardment.
After the shelling stopped, the companions of my
owner came to carry his body. One of them collected
his belongings that scattered all over the place. I
thanked God because he looked up and brought me down
from the tree and gave me with the rest of the
belongings to his mother who as soon as she saw the
blood on me (the glasses) she began crying for her
son and murmured saying: "Now you can rest from your
eyeglass forever my son."
I, on the other hand, was no longer a colorless and
aimless eyeglass. I was stained with a sanguineous
color and what became of me was a precious item of
memories that I can be proud of for the rest of my
life.